days and nights

I have been working on a story over the last several years that I have decided to put here. It is called The Walk. I have only put a few hours here and there, but I think it is quality for the most part. I will begin posting portions of it in the very near future.

Please take a look at it when you have a minute. I hope it turns out great.

There are so many questions in life. Sometimes you have to decide whether to move. Sometimes you have to decide if you should quit your job. Sometimes you have to decide where to throw your energy and work.

As those of you know that care to read this blog, I have had a hard time with jobs lately. In fact, I can’t find one. I had a great setup for a while there, but lost my mind and lost my setup. Stupidity.

Now I am in a position where I get to find a way to get back to work. And to be quite frank, that is VERY hard in this state. It seems like I am fucking worthless here to companies. The beauty is that they were willing to offer me 90 a year 8 months ago, but suddenly they can’t afford it or just won’t hire me. Even for lower paying positions. It is odd.

So yeah, just noticed that the House rejected the bailout bill. Good. It is just going to get harder now, but at least when it gets better, it will REALLY be better. Not just an artificial bubble.

So that does it. I am moving back to Texas. S13 will have to wait until I am able to pay my bills again.

Up this late watching TV again. I feel like some sort of fucking winner. I think it is about time to go ahead and get Sigma 13 running again.

But that’s ok.

Not sure if all of you remember, but I was working to get my record clean. I thought I was good to go, but alas, I received a letter recently telling me that I was denied. I am officially ticked off still. Regardless, I have been turned down for something near 20 jobs because of something that happened 8 years ago. Does anyone else smell a slight case of dickishness coming from all these companies and people.

Bah, just an update. I update The Story as well. Go ahead and check it out. There is at least another page or three there to work with.