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Well, I am ok with this.

Jul 07, 2008 in Life, Past

I have had a lot of health problems lately. The pain in my leg is coming back. It isn’t all that fun. I did something today that I have not done in a while though. We call them narcotics. I am quite happy with them. In fact, I am high as a kite.

Back to the pain though. I used to have issues with pain in the join and some other areas. Now, since my hip replacement, the join pain is gone. Everything else though has decided to show up. I now have severe and rather debilitating pain from the nerves all the way down my left leg. Something that many people don’t understand is that nerve pain can be worse than having a limb removed. You combine that with muscle death around the scars I have, and my left leg is a nightmare of epic perportions.

Over the years I have become rather good at hiding the pain. In fact, most people only see a guy with a limp. They don’t see a guy that nearly passes out from pain with every step.

I don’t really know why I went into this, but there you go. I guess the point of all of this is that shit happens.

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More BS!

Jun 24, 2008 in Life, Past, Work

So I went down for an interview today. It was with this company that I would love to work for, but have yet to interview with. Finally I get an interview with them and my stupid past comes into play. They can’t hire me until I finish this stupid expungement. I am going to fucking kill whoever is in charge of this shit at the state level. How fucking long does it take?! I have been waiting for damn near 6 weeks now with nothing. Here is a clue for whoever is in charge of expungements for the state of Utah. GET A CLUE! Fucking morons.

This shit has bitten me more times in the last year than any other shitty little mistake I have made before. And this is smaller than most mistakes I have made. But because the country prosecutor needed to make some money for the county, I get fucked. I didn’t do a fucking thing then, and now I am paying for not noticing someone else stealing shit. Good times. This is what I get for not being fucking perfect in my friend selection in this police state shit that we are living in now.

Damnit… I am fucking pissed.

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ODD!

Jun 04, 2008 in Future, Life, Past, Work

So I failed a background check with Overstock.com about 6 months ago. Since then, I have gotten the previous issues taken care of and my record is clean. Expungement is AWESOME. So I am working with my recruiter down at KForce, and he tells me that they are hiring again. I am stoked because I really think that a job with Overstock would be great. He starts talking to them and getting the ball rolling a little bit. I get a call. Overstock informed him that if you fail a background check in the past at all, you are not eligible to work for them again. Major fail.

So yeah, I am working to find something else. I was really hoping that this transition would be a fast one, but it seems that I was incorrect in placing my hopes so high.

Time to get to work looking for more work. I really want to move back to Dallas. I think I will start looking much harder there.

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DSL Sucks… Pictures are HUGE!

Apr 15, 2008 in Past, Stuff

So I have done a anusload of uploads today. The gallery is slowly starting to come together. I still have about 1000 more pics to put up though… I guess all in good time. Just wanted to let you know what is going on though and why you didn’t get your daily dose of awesome from me.

Keep your eyes out at http://gallery.alienspeed.com to see if you are in any of the pics. And if you have any from any of the things I have been at, let me know.

Now, sleepy time…

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Dallas, HERE I COME! Maybe.

Apr 11, 2008 in Future, Past, Stuff, Work

So CFDynamics is thinking about offering me a position in Dallas again. We spoke about it today at length and the numbers are being crunched on both sides. I should have an offer on the table next week, and will be moving at the end of June if everything is kosher.

I am a bit worried about having enough money around to get down there and make sure everything is paid. I refuse to go into debt again to move to Dallas. To help with that though, I am going to be getting rid of my car in the near future. I am currently dishing out about $350 a month for it. I want something used that I can pay $200 or below for. So yeah, if any of you want to buy a blue 2005 Mazda 6i, let me know. I will just let it go for what I owe on it.

Now for the maybe part. I already talked about money above. This is the clincher for this position. I know what some of the others in the company are making already. I don’t expect some of the more experienced salary ranges, but I need to have enough to live. I hope they understand that. Especially considering that my current fiscal situation revolves around working with them before and having to go into debt on a considerable scale to do so.

Regardless of all the things there are to worry about, I really look forward to working with them again. CFDynamics is the only company I have ever worked for that I really loved, and I hope that I can find that again with them.

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What I do for work and how I got here…

Mar 29, 2008 in Business, Life, Past, Work

I got an email from a reader. She asked me what I do for work. Well, here you go. My work life in short (kinda).

My formal education ended pretty much with High School. And that, as I am sure you all understand, was not much of an education at all. After I graduated, I went to college off and on for a few years, but quickly found myself becoming bored of the same stuff that was boring me in high school. The education was simply not advanced enough and wasn’t dealing with what I wanted to learn about most. Cool shit.

After 3 mostly bad years of college with only two good semesters included, I dropped out and went to work. I started on the phones as a technical support rep for AOL. You want to talk about boring and annoying? I was there for ten months, then promptly decided that I was going to quit when I was offered a job to work as a software testing engineer for American Express. My career was on track finally. Well, maybe not.

American Express was a fine company to work for. They treated me very well, though the pay was less than spectacular. I happened to be a problem for the company though. I thought I was smarter than I was and started to branch out on my own a bit. What it came down to was that I was lazy. I didn’t get my work done when I was supposed to. I was released from the position after 3 months. It was only a temp position, but it still gave me a bit of a wakeup call.

Just after that, I decided to start my own company. It was a computer services company that was mostly based around the concept of building custom computers for high end users. That was how it started at least. I quickly came to find out that high end users tend to build their own computers, and would much rather not have me doing it for them. After realizing that obvious point, I started to branch out into the home user market and soon into the small business market. It was actually starting to work out rather well when I hit burnout. I had worked harder on this business than I had on anything before in my life. I needed help, but had recruited the wrong people to assist me in the venture and it had caught up to me and killed me. More to the point, it had killed my business. I took some time off while keeping the business running when I met a new business partner of sorts. After knowing him for about a year, we decided to merge our companies and he took over all the business that my company had generated over the 3 years I ran it. I went to work for him as a consultant and accounts manager after the transfer of assets went through. I stayed with this company for about a year off and on but decided to finally quit that position and begin working in a new direction.

I had made a big decision to start moving towards systems administration as a career and hobby. I was starting to play with Linux at the time, and had decided that was the direction I wanted to go with my continuing self education. I started buying books the next day.

During the transition phase when I was ridding myself of the monkey on my back I called business, I started working for Teleperformance USA. I was involved with the MSN project and had taken a position as a phone technician with them. After several months of doing that, I saw an internal job postion about a position opening up in the Philippines. It was a six month to one year position and it sounded like a nice escape to greener pastures. I applied for it and was accepted for the position just a couple weeks later. I had 6 weeks for training and to say goodbye to my family and my girlfriend of 18 months. Needless to say, she was not happy.

Six weeks later, I left for Manila to the tune of much sobbing from the girlfriend and sounds of my voice promising a prompt return. My work experience in Manila is a blur to me now. My time there consisted of working 12-15 hours a day and partying as much as I could. I went on frequent “walkabouts” throughout the city and was even contemplating setting up shop there on a permanent basis as my girlfriend at the time had shown some interest in coming over to be with me there for a while.

By my second month in Manila, I had been promoted because of my hard workand assigned my own team of agents. I had begun looking for a condo or apartment to rent or buy and was considering accepting an offer for a semi permanent position there that had been forwarded to me. It was a five year contract with a great bonus structure associated with it and ample opportunity to fly home to see my family when things were slower.

I was on the verge of accepting the position when some very nasty rumors started to flow about me. Somehow a rumor was started that I was having a sexual relationship with a member of my team. As I was planning to marry the girl I was dating at the time, I can safely say that it was a bunch of horse shit. I denied it time and again and decided finally that if my company was not going to stand up for me in something so simple as that, I was not going to work for them anymore. I walked into the site directors office later that day and told him that I was going to be leaving for a variety of reasons. I will write an article on this portion of things at a later time.

One week later, I was on a plane heading home. It was supposed to be an 18 hour flight, but felt like only a few minutes. I took two sleeping pills and had a Guinness before I left. I had a small amount of time in Japan to get something to eat, so I got a pastrami sandwich on rye (IN JAPAN!) and had another tall Guinness. About 16 hours later, I was in San Francisco and 2 hours later, in Salt Lake City. I remember that it was 92F outside and I was freezing cold because there was no humidity in the air. Bad day.

A few weeks after returning home, I started working for Orbit Irrigation as a Contact Center Trainer and Lead. That position continued for about 3 months until there was a massive restructuring of the sales division of the company.

I promptly went to work on the phones again. It was for a somewhat large company that ran Internet services. This position was short lived though. I got a job offer from the best company I have ever worked for. Konnections is a small ISP that does web hosting as well. They are currently one of the largest ColdFusion web hosts in the world.

I worked for Konnections for nearly 3 years. I started on the phones with them, but it was a whole different type of job than AOL or MSN. It was more geared toward systems administration and hardcore troubleshooting which made it an instant hit in my book.

After about 6 months of working on the phones for them, I was promoted to the position of System Administrator. I had begun working towards that years earlier and had finally obtained my goal. Konnections was moving their headquarters to Dallas, TX, and offered me a position down there. I moved about a month later. When I got down there, my learning started. I started working in a datacenter on a frequent basis and was the lead Linux admin for the company. Good times!

After 2 years down there, I moved back to Utah for various personal reasons. I began working for an aircraft manufacturing company two days after I got home. I was hired to be the Director of Information Technology. I worked there for 3 months and was offered a position with my current company as a writer.

My job is to take consumer security software products and rate them according to a set of conditions that are determined based on the products that I am testing.It isn’t quite so romantic as it sounds.

The real question is this: How did I get to this place? I am an administrator that is writing for a living. Who knew huh? So there you go. You know what I do and how I did it. There will of course be more information as I get the story finished, but until then, this should help.

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Life, Liberty, and the Pursuit of Cheese!

Mar 19, 2008 in Business, Future, Past, Technology, Work

I am just taking a small break from work here. I have been working on AV all day trying to get the site up and going. It is going pretty fast so far. I have to send it live tomorrow. That is if I still have a job tomorrow. I am a bit worried they might be getting ready to can me for taking so long on this. Who knows though. I am probably wrong. On that note, does anyone else ever notice that no matter how much you get taken care of and how much you try to make things smooth out in life, it just keeps throwing things at you? I am getting tired as hell of that and really wish it would stop…

In other things, I forgot to go get my prints done today. I had an appointment with a detective to have him do it this morning, but I totally forgot. I have to get prins done to get an old thing on my record removed. I don’t understand why, but such is life. I figure I will just go get it done somewhere else when I have the chance. The sooner the better though.

We are moving forward on the business slowly. I am getting our survey cards printed up so that we can start getting some demographic information compiled for the business plan. I am also moving forward on getting some people on our side in the video game industry. I figure that getting a few big names to vouch for us may give us the edge to get angels to invest.

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Wow. Here comes life…

Mar 13, 2008 in Life, Past, Stuff

So I got a DUI/DWI last July. I have everything mostly done to fix it except for these classes I am currently taking. I don’t think I have EVER been so bored. A full day of “work” then this. I nearly slit my own throat in the middle of it. I get that these classes have to cater to stupid people. I get that these classes have to cater to cracked out people that have the brain of a peanut. I just wish they had an honors or AP class for all of us who actually finished high school.

Let me explain why I am so annoyed with these classes. Today was my third class, and we are JUST getting into new subject matter. The first two, at 2.5 hours each, were concentrating on a single mantra. Biology + Choices = Outcome. I could have gotten that the first time. There were people TODAY that still didn’t remember it! How damn hard is it to remember this stupid little equation? These are the kind of people that carry around 3×5 cards with instructions on how to tie their shoes, shower, and brush their teeth. I am sure of it.

Into other stuff… My left eye refuses to stop twitching. It is driving me insane! I am getting the feeling it has to do with lack of sleep, but I am not 100% sure. I do know that if it doesn’t stop after this weekend I may see a doctor about it. I have always had issues with it here and there, but it has been pretty bad for the last 2 weeks or so. Such a shame too. It is making my shooting in ball go straight to hell. I was 3 for 9 today for 7 points. I usually shoot somewhere around 60% overall with about 40% on college distance 3 point shots. I have dropped over my last 3 games to less than 35% overall with 27% on 3 point shots. I really don’t know if it has to do with the eye. It might be a mental thing… Just before this dead streak, I was shooting damn near 80% overall. Maybe I just got used to things going in.

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The Cutting Edge Sucks…

Feb 26, 2008 in Movies and TV, Past

Yeah… I am going through the channels trying to find something to watch. Bad idea. The shitstorm that is The Cutting Edge is on. I remember being forced to watch it by one of my high school girlfriends (Jennica I think, but who can remember these things?), but I didn’t remember it being this bad. I barely got through 10 minutes before I wanted to choke myself with the hands of the dead hooker in my trunk. Bad day and bad movie…

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